I've been meaning to set up this blog for far too long and here I am finally and wondering were I should begin???
I guess in the NOW is always a good place to begin......
Today we attended yet another birthday party, something the average parent does without too much thought but for us, this is an event which fills me with way too much stress and unfortunately dread! I'm in search for advice on ways to manage these events not only on a practical level (as i am not a domestic goddess in the kitchen) but also on an emotional level......
Am I the only one that builds these events into stress atoms, days before I build myself into a ridiculous state of neurosis, worrying about what food I will take, how we will cope, what issues we will have to deal with and how best I can ensure the kids have an exciting time! I exhaust myself. The family have to cope with me in a whirlwind of emotion, watching me at work in the kitchen making party creations often minutes before walking out the door. As I am often in complete denial that we are even going to a party in the first place.
We arrive at party and I turn into a social queen chatting and laughing and answering the array of questions about allergies and food intolerance etc. Whilst gently ensuring the kids are safe and enjoying themselves. Inside I often find myself retreating emotionally and feeling regret that my kids cannot indulge in the party food ritual that other kids do. It must feel so isolating for them, although few words are expressed by them, the look or quick glance at the tasty birthday cake speaks volumes, and I wonder............
We get home all tried and played out and I pour myself a cup of tea and think, i wonder how long it will be before we get another party invitation?
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